To My Not-So-Dearest Friend, Rejection,
I am so sorry you get such a bad rep – I would say that you deserve better, but I am not sure that is the most fitting for you. You at least deserve for people to respect you.
You taught me what it means to be persistent.
You are so necessary in the world. And you have taught me so much about myself and about how I function than I can ever thank you for.
You taught me that every “no,” is an opportunity to learn something, gain more experiences, to enjoy the journey more and keep trying.
You taught me that you will not kill me. I spent years avoiding you, honestly, like the plague. I feared you. I thought that meeting you meant that I had failed in some way or form. But we both know that isn’t true.
You have changed me in many ways – you have allowed me to see my potential and the areas where I need to improve.
The more you come around, the easier it is to experience you. I am glad that I am learning to accept you more and more in my life.
You’ve pushed me out into the open waters of uncertainity and forced me to learn to float. To learn how to be in the “uncomfort zone” – where all my best work, my potential and my fears lie.
I won’t say that I love you, but I definitely need you in my life.
– Tanesha Renae